“The many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics asserts that the universal wavefunction is objectively real. This implies that all possible outcomes of quantum measurements are physically realized in some "world" or universe. To me, this means that in some version of this world, Rinoa and I are together. Just not this one. I would have to be content with that. “
I wondered how you were going to end such a well written story; you smashed it out of the park haha
Dude, that entire piece was a pleasure to read. I viscerally felt your longing for what you knew could not be...and all of the confusing and contradictory emotions that come with it. Walking headfirst into a situation that you probably knew would not lead to favourable longterm outcomes.
Sometimes I envy guys on the forum who seem so adept at separating their emotions from punting.. I assume they also display a similar ability to disengage (if needed, for self preservation) in relationships or breakups. Ie do not lose sleep or fall apart over troubled romances.
Then on the other hand I wonder how emotionally rich and colourful the good times are for them. Or maybe its got nothing to do with detachment and simply comes down to confidence and self belief?! Anyway, I’m in the sensitive and overthinking camp too (I’m lumping you in there, apologies if it’s off the mark). So while I have often caused myself considerable duress in matters of the heart, the fact is that romance (especially the complicated variety) also gives me an energy that almost nothing else does!
Ramble time over, thanks again for such a great read. Made me want to read Love in the Time of Cholera again, or another Gabo classic. I’ve been going through something myself of late. Nowhere even near the level of intensity, but some similar themes. Will share one day when I’m ready; besides the story is still being written.