Hey! Now I recognise the pattern of writing. It's the same guy as youngheart and countless other previous personas.
My two cents and trying to stay respectful is, if you are going for the "happy ever after", the last thing you should be doing is still hanging around a forum that talks, boast, and mortifies everything to do with paid sex plus chases every new hot babe that is the flavour of the month etc.. You should just leave this all behind shouldn't u?