Quote Originally Posted by Raybo View Post
Dude, you are in way too deep, run Forest, run. Amazes me guys like you with so much punting experience can't see the trees from the forest. Why you even posting this, go talk to a psychologist. It will be cheaper and it might actually help you to make some sense of it all.
I agree with Raybo mr BerasAsing. Mate, if you're struggling atm with stuff don't hesitate to get some help. Your GP can recommend a good psych and just the act of talking to someone can help. I've read many of your posts; you're a thoughtful well-intentioned bloke. I once spent some time at a health farm after a brutal period in life. I had to sneak out for bacon and eggs instead of carrot smoothies for breakfast but apart from that it was brilliant. Time out or conversation can really help. Do it.