Help!

[Kimci]

Hi guys, I'm new here. This is my very post. I recently just seperated with my wife and been thinking to go back punting after many2 years. I have been eyeing few places here that i would like to visit. I have conditions with my teabag aka testicles, I have these pimples like but hard and never burst or pain. Just annoyingly look ugly. I have been tested and its not an STD. Doc said its pretty normal and common, not necessarily to remove it if not pain or pose danger. My questions is any of you have similar conditions, how the girls will think if they look at it? I'm thinking to remove it but finding time between work and divorce settlement its seem impossible, let alone the recovery time 😔😔😔. I'm just sick jerking everday and misses those touches 😮*💨😮*💨. Thanks guys.