I'm thinking you are a nice guy. I would suggest going to some suburban massage places where the emphasis is not on the get down and dirty. Lie on the table and engage with your provider.
I'd book for 30 mins first - find one who will happily chat - many will, as long as you pay. Maybe tip a little bit more if you are not getting extras.
Keep in mind the ML are motivated by $$$ so if you just want to chat they get no extra cash. 99% of us are there for some form of sex not psychotherapy.
4FoW2