As someone said previously, the only person who can answer the question about your life's direction is you and one thing I know very clearly, is that we are all mostly a function of our choices and decisions, so focus on making good ones.
Sort out the life direction you want to take and how you want to look and be at, say, 60 and start the process.
You are relatively young and have the overall flexibility and ability to put in place the choices to bring it all about.
Get it right and punting shouldn't figure ....imho.