This little episode at Hornsby did some damage.... This is the first time I've visited the forum since the incident some 3 weeks ago.

Firstly, I'm not sure of the girl's name but I think it was Kirsty, I apologise if wrong.

I was introduce to a young girl with a very pretty face and immediately said yes. As I followed her up the stairs I was shocked to see she had one leg which was very withered.... maybe half the size of the other and a definite limp. I should have bailed out here but I didn't want to make her feel bad.

Into the room and the first thing she does is ask me about my wife (To me, this should be a no go area for hookers). I then get told about her bladder infection and the ulcers in her mouth which are making work hard for her. I get the feeling that an erection will be a distant dream today but I have never failed before.

As she emerges from the shower I see the extent of her disability. She has had serious spinal surgery and her bum went a quarter of the way up her back. Wow.

She comes across to the bed and basically fiddles with my dick which wanted nothing to do with the whole episode. After 5 minutes I ask for a massage and that was how the session finished with a non-descript back rub.

As I left the mama san (not the usual one) asked me how it was and before I could answer the girl was right next to me (which made it very difficult for me to say anything). I just said I only had a massage. To her credit, the mamasan did say I could get a longer massage as I had paid for full service but I just wanted to escape.

Do i feel bad for the girl... yes. Do I feel ripped off..... yes. Do I feel a bastard.... yes (but I don't really know why)

This really shook me up. Could be a while before the next punt.