Great review bro, and even better thinking out loud. I have enjoyed reading your reviews and sometimes the are difficult to read in the aspect that we know its coming from your heart and in my apsect that i have thought like this once before. Lay off the punting for a while, get to know yourself again and once you feel the urge than really enjoy the time taken to go punting. If it is a relationship you need you will find one mate. If it is something else you will search and locate that. Best of luck
But cheers and beers as these ARs have been a pleasure to read. I don't punt that much anymore but your reviews have been a blessing. S rank!