Heart broken

[manjuice333]

Hi All,

First, sorry that I have not posted many reviews, hopefully the reasons for that will become clear. I just have to get this off my chest, somehow, if it is at all possible.

I’ve been secretly punting for years. Secretly, because I’m married with 3 young kids.

Anyway, I’ve had it all, hot, not-so-hot, high end, low end blah blah... This has been going on for eleven years I must have been with easily over 70 women, maybe more than 100 lost count. It was an addiction I had developed, one I wanted to be rid of.

In all this time I have not developed feelings for any of them even though with some I had good chemistry and very much enjoyed them. I thought I was immune to catching feelings, until recently.

I met this young Japanese ML and only saw her twice but I was smitten hard, like seriously considering the option of leaving my poor family. I do stress the words ‘considering’ and ‘option’. I found myself missing and yearning to see her. Feelings I have not felt in Probably 15 years.

I was going to see her today and planning on getting her contact details, which I believe I would have been successful in doing as I could tell she really liked me too. I was planning this for fear that the shop would be closed down and she’d return to Japan. Well they were open till just now and I had a bad feeling which was confirmed when they told me they’re closing indefinitely. I will probably never see her again, which is good for my marriage, I suppose lol

My heart has been rent asunder. I wandered the streets near the shop vainly hoping that our paths might cross but it was not to be.

Just as I thought I was beyond romantic feelings, I also thought I was beyond romantic heartbreak, but I can now feel its painful sting, rather acutely.

I really don’t think I can ever punt again, which is a good thing I suppose.

[wilisno]

Time to post again !

[des888]

Don’t worry bro I’ve been punting for years seen countless women from a wide spectrum only two have really caught me and got me smitten and like to in your scenario have not obtained their details in some ways it can be a blessing in disguise.

[Brothelcreeper]

Fuck and go.......

Best motto

[asiafever]

Dude, I feel you, so understand this comes from a place of understanding, and empathy.
Best thing that could have happened to you is never seeing her again.
Let me repeat, best thing that could have happened.
You're smitten, but you have to understand this would not have panned out like you hope. Trust me on this. You were on the road to ruin.
It'll suck for a while, but you'll find another cute little Japanese girl to steal your heart, and nobody is better at chewing up and spitting out hearts than Japanese girls, although a few give it their best shot (Korean, Czech and Vietnamese to start) and you'll remember old Uncle Asiafever's words of advice for dealing with ml/wl. Love but don't fall in love, hold her but not for too long, she's not the one.

Feel what you got to feel, but move on. This would not have ended well.

[The AR guy]

Dude, I feel you, so understand this comes from a place of understanding, and empathy.
Best thing that could have happened to you is never seeing her again.
Let me repeat, best thing that could have happened.
You're smitten, but you have to understand this would not have panned out like you hope. Trust me on this. You were on the road to ruin.
It'll suck for a while, but you'll find another cute little Japanese girl to steal your heart, and nobody is better at chewing up and spitting out hearts than Japanese girls, although a few give it their best shot (Korean, Czech and Vietnamese to start) and you'll remember old Uncle Asiafever's words of advice for dealing with ml/wl. Love but don't fall in love, hold her but not for too long, she's not the one.

Feel what you got to feel, but move on. This would not have ended well.

Absolutely correct! Working girls only see it as a business transaction and punters are well-served to treat it the same way. Be nice, enjoy the time but get emotionally involved at your own peril.

[manjuice333]

Thanks for all the replies. The harsh funny ones and the empathetic ones are equally appreciated.

Seems to be a delay in my posting, I replied to a couple but they appeared late on the previous page.

Just to reiterate, I know WL see it as a business transaction and I had never been under any illusions that this was not the case. Not until this one. I don’t know what’s happened to me, she’s wrecked me right before the apocalypse lol.

Woe is me.

[asiafever]

On the other side, and this might sound harsh, you saw her twice. I can say with 99.85% assurity that she did not feel the same, she's not even slightly upset, you were a client. Many of these girls are better actresses than Meryl Streep, their job is to make you want to return. Youve got to keep perspective if youre in this game.

[manjuice333]

Thanks all for the support I appreciate it, even the harsh words.

I’m not trying to brag, but I’m still young and decent enough looking that I can tell some of the girls quite enjoy me. I seem to be attractive to Asians as I even catch them looking at me in the street. I’ve had girls that I could tell enjoyed doing me and many that were just doing their jobs but I have not come across one that I have fallen for nor that I thought one that thought of me as more than a customer. Until this one.

There’s a good possibility you’re right about that, no doubt but it was not the impression I got. Anyway, I appreciate your replies. I can’t tell anyone I know in real life lol.

It may very well be the best thing that could’ve happened, I really don’t want to break up my family. I just still can’t believe I fell so hard for this girl. I mean I’ve had some smoking hot girls but this one made me wish we met in a different life, different circumstances.

[Meow3000]

On the other side, and this might sound harsh, you saw her twice. I can say with 99.85% assurity that she did not feel the same, she's not even slightly upset, you were a client. Many of these girls are better actresses than Meryl Streep, their job is to make you want to return. Youve got to keep perspective if youre in this game.

100% agree, acting is part of their job description

[holi_day]

I had this issue a couple of times in my punting career. The first time was the hardest. Took me a month to relieve. But once you gone over the first time, you are truly immune.

Best way to get over it is to find other girls you like. Best cure.

[warwick1]

Hi All,

First, sorry that I have not posted many reviews, hopefully the reasons for that will become clear. I just have to get this off my chest, somehow, if it is at all possible.

I’ve been secretly punting for years. Secretly, because I’m married with 3 young kids.

Anyway, I’ve had it all, hot, not-so-hot, high end, low end blah blah... This has been going on for eleven years I must have been with easily over 70 women, maybe more than 100 lost count. It was an addiction I had developed, one I wanted to be rid of.

In all this time I have not developed feelings for any of them even though with some I had good chemistry and very much enjoyed them. I thought I was immune to catching feelings, until recently.

I met this young Japanese ML and only saw her twice but I was smitten hard, like seriously considering the option of leaving my poor family. I do stress the words ‘considering’ and ‘option’. I found myself missing and yearning to see her. Feelings I have not felt in Probably 15 years.

I was going to see her today and planning on getting her contact details, which I believe I would have been successful in doing as I could tell she really liked me too. I was planning this for fear that the shop would be closed down and she’d return to Japan. Well they were open till just now and I had a bad feeling which was confirmed when they told me they’re closing indefinitely. I will probably never see her again, which is good for my marriage, I suppose lol

My heart has been rent asunder. I wandered the streets near the shop vainly hoping that our paths might cross but it was not to be.

Just as I thought I was beyond romantic feelings, I also thought I was beyond romantic heartbreak, but I can now feel its painful sting, rather acutely.

I really don’t think I can ever punt again, which is a good thing I suppose.

It reads like on old article you would see in "Playboy"...but I got to say "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone" , if you get my drift...........

[woods23]

Yes this thing happened all the time no biggie.

I had fall one 2 yrs ago she know I was crazy on her . Man she was perfect in every ways doesnt do extras with any one but only me pretty sure "only me " 99% sure haha

She ask me would i leave my wife nd kids if someone is asking you?
I knew she asking for herself In best best voice I shout - fck no no blood way family come first.

True story no bullshit!!

[AHLUNGOR]

On the other side, and this might sound harsh, you saw her twice. I can say with 99.85% assurity that she did not feel the same, she's not even slightly upset, you were a client. Many of these girls are better actresses than Meryl Streep, their job is to make you want to return. Youve got to keep perspective if youre in this game.

Haha, Bro AF beat me to it, I was just gonna to point out the same thing for the OP: if you have just seen her twice and you felt starstruck or smitten, well, good luck to you! Besides, you were yet to get her number meaning you haven’t seen her outside of the shop yet , right? Not sure if you have gone past the second base in the shop , nevertheless, until you fuck her in her bed at home or she sees you privately in a hotel room for FS, there is still a long long way to go before your should even contemplate the option of leaving your family mate, too soon and way too premature, no ??

[manjuice333]

Haha, Bro AF beat me to it, I was just gonna to point out the same thing for the OP: if you have just seen her twice and you felt starstruck or smitten, well, good luck to you! Besides, you were yet to get her number meaning you haven’t seen her outside of the shop yet , right? Not sure if you have gone past the second base in the shop , nevertheless, until you fuck her in her bed at home or she sees you privately in a hotel room for FS, there is still a long long way to go before your should even contemplate the option of leaving your family mate, too soon and way too premature, no ??

Yes that is good advice. Long way to go before contemplating that option and I did envisage that it would be years down the track, but I digress.

Well past second base in the shop. Home run, but you are still correct.

I just still can’t get over how I’ve fallen for this one. It has never happened to me even though I’ve obsessed over some, it was not even close to this.

[Travelmate]

Playboy magazine has gone...after so many decases . just let you know

[warwick1]

Playboy magazine has gone...after so many decases . just let you know

Hey Sherlock I know, thats why I said "old", and you spelt decade wrong....

[max_power]

Power of pussy.....seen a random twice and contemplated leaving his wife and 3 kids

[123WTF]

Power of pussy.....seen a random twice and contemplated leaving his wife and 3 kids

This guy knows the deal

[Idurian]

Power of pussy.....seen a random twice and contemplated leaving his wife and 3 kids

Amen Brother haha