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    When life happens

    I'm an oldie of this forum. I haven't been active here for a few years since I got engaged and married. Life is really good but sometimes there is just that itch to scratch, balls to be tickled, juice to be squeezed. I thought I was going to be able to 'retire' from punting, but eh, once one have tasted the good stuff, it's like a drug...

    But how did it all happen? Just wanted to share my story, since I'm not going to be able to post it anywhere else and not get judged like a dickhead, wait, I probably will still get judged.

    Back in 2004, I got together with who I thought would be my life partner in another city in Australia, let's call her Candy. We were both international students from the same country and had met in a religious group. She was my first, and we pretty much fucked like rabbits back then (screw religion). We were pretty much the 'role-models' outwardly with our friends but sexual desire took over quickly. Fast forward to 2011, we got married and moved to Sydney because she'd got a new job here. I had to quit mine and came over jobless and lucky for me I found a job within a month.

    This is when life happens...

    We were informed her mom got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer when we returned from our honeymoon. Her mom died soon and she decided to move back home to be with her dad, even though her dad has another wife, however, her dad was also ill with good old HIV, caught from his days of galavanting with other mistresses. I decided to stay in Sydney since the pay and lifestyle here is amazing, so we decided to try long distance marriage...and oh boy, fuck it sucked.

    I found this out later, within 3 months of her being back home, she's hooked up with her ex-boyfriend. I knew something was up as she was very protective of her phone on the occasion that I visited her or vice versa. Eventually she confessed to me that she's in love with him and wants a divorce. This is part where I need to confess, I had also met someone and have been hooking up with her, let's call her Eva. It was my second pussy ever and fuck, til this day, she is the best damn pussy I've ever had. So both of Candy and I had been cheating on each other.

    I kept it a secret from Candy for a few months, thinking about what to do, while feeling all the guilt, the weight of this secret on my shoulders and eventually I confessed that I was fucking Eva. Obviously she was furious I had kept it a secret, and pressed on about the divorce. When you have invested that many years into a relationship, you just feel betrayed when it was going to end that way. I was dumb and just held on. I shouldn't have. In hindsight, I should have divorced her when she first told me she was cheating, but I didn't have the balls to do it because I was also cheating. I was such a dumb kid.

    Eva knew I was married and what we were doing was wrong, but when you have that connection, it's just so hard to stop, especially when the sex was so good. In the end, I broke it off with Eva regretfully, thinking I could fix the marriage that way. Cut to the chase, having many many conversations, I found out Candy was still seeing her ex-boyfriend. And one day, she told me she was pregnant. WOW, just wow. That was it, and I finally had to balls to divorce her and tell my family it was over (even told my parents I had an affair). Candy ended up having an abortion and she actually moved on from her ex-boyfriend. Fucking asshole.

    I tried to go after Eva, but she was done with me. It sucked so much and throughout the whole period from the time I stopped seeing Eva to the divorce, I was pretty depressed. Alcohol was my only real friend. I gamed a lot to take my mind off the whole shit-storm. That's when my need to fuck was too overwhelming. To be honest, I don't even know how I found this forum but there it was.

    My mind was all about fucking, so naturally, just reading the After Reports was enough to get my dick hard and ready to fuck, but I was a newbie, and have no balls to just go visit a shop. After a few months of following reviews and browsing the shops' websites, I finally coughed up the courage to visit a shop in the west in the middle of the night. Nerves were on the high, but it was a lot of learning/fun/excitement and to be fair, a solid first punt, my 3rd ever person I've fucked. I don't even remember her name but I remembered she was from China. And soon after, I started posting some ARs and had more punts with WLs from that same shop. I've only ever remembered 2 other girls that were memorable, and the rest were just ok.

    Eventually, RnT was getting my attention and that's when I met my current wife. Now that I have someone to be with at home, I should at least be faithful to some degree. This is the part where I tried to justify my actions. I took the plunge and visited a massage parlour in the inner west and had some really awesome experiences and a few really shitty ones (where the girl doesn't want to be there at all). Soon, I realised some shops do not post here, and I found a local shop, which I have 2 favourites. One Thai and one Japanese. Thai girl gave a great massage and knew how to get me aroused (no kissing or fingering allowed). Jap girl couldn't massage for shits, but we connected (or I thought we did) and had DFK, fingering, pussy licking, CBJ but no sex. I probably seen the Jap girl at least 10 times before I stopped.

    After 2 break-ups with my current wife, I knew she was the one for me (cheesy, I know) since she took all my crap, and let me be who I truly am without judging me or changing me, we got married over a year ago. She just accepted me for the person I am, even after 2 break-ups, although she probably wouldn't accept my punting. So, I decided to stop...

    Until, the fucking pandemic hit. Working from home is boring as fuck. I started reading the forum again (she had to continue working as her job was considered essential services), just curious to know how everyone is doing and started to read some reviews of places near me. It had seemed like the quality of girls are pretty decent. WFH + Pornhub free premium just fucking brought me back to thinking about the experiences of part 1 and part 2 of a massage.

    This is how much of a dick I am. We've been trying to start a family but she had a miscarriage end of last year. So there had time where nothing has happened between us while her body heals. And she's also become less horny after we got married. Every single time, I had to instigate sex and eventually, it wears on you, and my dick doesn't even care anymore. Eventually, we gotten back to trying for a baby, and there was one time where I was pretty stressed from work (even WFH), and my dick just wouldn't respond. She sucked it but it wouldn't get up. I thought I had ED... Took me a week of no sex before I started jacked off on porn again. Fucking work sucks.

    When the shops ended up reopening, I couldn't resist. We've been started to head back to work voluntarily, so dammit, the timing was great. I could go to a shop and get my balls drained by amazingly expert hands. And I did. No regrets. Twice. At 2 different places. With new girls I have never seen before. Dick was rock solid and the girls were really nice and cheeky. And I'm definitely returning to see one of them. Especially if my wife does get pregnant, since she has ruled out sex if that happens...although I will not fuck another girl...(I hope not)...just RnT.

    There is no message or moral of the story here. Just wanted to share some of my own story. I have no ending or conclusion to this post, other than Sydney better not get a second wave again...because I'll be visiting that girl again... soon.
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    Life is life. Everyone has their own story. There is no absolute right or moral.
    Enjoy what you have in front and there is no regret afterwards.
    Be prepare for all consequences.
    My 2 cents

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    Thanks for sharing brother borock, and welcome back !

    Cheers

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    Wow this is like a book
    Life is like a box of chocolate...

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    Life sucks, take it easy and just enjoy your life, look for your happiness. It looks like you had roller coaster of a life, hope you get through tough times and enjoy what life has to offer (ML and WL)

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    Appreciate all the comments. Through it all, I've managed to find love again, accept whatever that comes next and be a person that just gets through shitsnacks without feeling pressure from others. Through my k-drama of the last 10 years, it has definitely changed my views and given me more lessons to live by. Breaking up with my current wife twice before marrying her was just me being insecure from the first divorce. But eventually, it all fall into place, everything worked out well at the end of the day.

    If anyone who reads this and relates to it, needs someone to talk to, feel free to reach out to me as well. Mental health is really a thing. I got lucky that I got through it without being totally damaged.

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    Thanks for sharing mate. Good of you to offer an help. I’ve been there too and it really is a thing. A friendly ear can make all the difference.

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    They say the 50's are the new 30's now. What do guys say?

    https://www.lifetothefullest.abbott/...he-new-30.html

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