Originally Posted by
Nelly69
Reading this thread is really screwing with my head! I used to think how do you fall in love with a sex worker, they are paid to pleasure a man and how can you feel comfortable when you know they have sucked 100's or 1000's of dicks....
So, I've been seeing a ML outside of bookings for the past few weeks, I've known her on and off for about 5 years and have always had a spark with her. Lately I have gotten to know her personally on some dates which is completely different to the persona she puts on in the shop. I am find her to be sweet and genuine. (I know, I know....) At the moment I can't stop thinking about her and I am sure there is a mutual feeling between us. I see AR pop up on her and my mind just go crazy and pretend its only her job and it doesn't mean anything... I am using all my will power and trying my best not to fall in love, but part of me is saying. fuck lets do it, you haven't had any luck with normal woman (ex wifes)! I have enough money so she can stop working which she doesn't know about. but I don't want her to be with me because of my money...
fuck, I don't know, never thought I would ever be in this position, I am thinking about how am I going to introduce her to my family? what if someone i know was her ex client? How would I deal with that?
So I feel ya! Maybe I need another life, or maybe this Covid thing is really getting to me...