Originally Posted by
Sammy101
Hi, long time lurker, first time member.
A few years back my close cousin splurged on my birthday gift for my 20th and got me down to one of the Asian brothels in Sydney CBD. It was my first time stepping into this. Because the money was taken already, I went along with it and was looking forward to it by the time we got there. As some of you might recall, the first time can either pave the way to enjoyment or really deter you from this profession. Mine was the latter. The lady looked way older than what I was told. It was rushed, dry, distracting, and would not take my member more than an inch after penetration I am not big, girthy etc. She had complained it was painful and I respected that decision. We tried different methods /positions but it was consistent pain. Finished with a handjob.
Safe to say I had a few words with my cousin after that. I felt sick to my stomach the entire evening. I've had my fair share of sexual experiences with girls after that moment, i.e. dating, hookups, clubs etc., but recently I just don't have the time or effort to put into dinners, dating, outings etc.
So I'm looking to dip my toe back into the industry. Problem is, I get quite a strong internal consciousness butterfly effect when I think of entering a shop. I know its all based off my first experience and the mentality of that time.
After a bit of reading and research on this wonderful forum, I would like to ask you wonderful punters, you experienced people, what can I do to help myself relax and really enjoy the experience?
Please, don't hesitate to provide any useful information / advice.
The solution could be to go back to dating but I want a pure no strings attached relation, and I understand creating a relation with working ladies is great if your a regular. Its something which has piqued my interest without having to fuss about with booking dinner, picking up, discussing our life's goals and if we're going to have kids or buy a house or go overseas etc.
Anyway sorry for the rant.
Live in Sydney, if that helps.
Thanks.