This has got to be one of the strangest posts I’ve ever read.You’re saying she left a bag full of medications to treat HIV and from what I can tell you had unprotected sex, exposing you to HIV you then finish off by saying God bless her soul and how she is an angel. You also talk about sharing girls. The fact you might have HIV almost seems like an afterthought lol.
Am I missing something here?
Opening a joint bank account is another red flag and as Jamez11 said in an earlier post: you don’t seem to be too concerned (or just very calm) about the whole thing.
I would recommend that you speak to either a trusted friend and/or a professional about this topic before you make any big decisions
I would be scared shitless after seeing those HIV meds. Nothing good can come from BB, nothing.
this is definitely a red flag!
How many red flags do you need before you run?
So having prep means no HIV as yet haha 😅. Best avoid
Tried to pm you. Have a feel we know the same person
I wouldnt be too worried to be honest. If she has prep so what? It means she doesnt have hiv and takes it to prevent the virus.
If she has hiv already, and shes on anti retrovirals (which i doubt since they would be taking a cocktail of them instead of one pill) the viral load would be suppressed.
And worst case scenario even if she does have HIV and its viral load is not controlled, the chance of a single exposure rate of infection from vaginal penile comtact in a first world country is 1/2500.
Monitor if any symtoms comes up (seroconversion happens around 3 weeks and symptoms include rash, swollen lymph nodes, high fever and general flu like symptoms). If you dont get it, go for a hiv test 3 months from now. I wouldnt worry too much as long as shes not a ladyboy and you like it bareback up the arse
OP here.
Wouldn't say I'm relaxed. But the anxiety I had through dating her was extreme. Now over I can sleep again even with heart racing over what might be terminal for me. The first bb I did with her was sprung on me. She switched fr bbbj to reverse cowgirl in a blitz. Thought she had a k misha trick with dom in mouth. There were two surprises. One 'who the he'll is this nymph' and 'is that my bare cock in this pussy'. Border line rape is the way she fucks and I'm no bdsm enthusiast. She's a wild cat and she doesn't take no for an answer. Not over anything!
It means she doesn't give a fuck who raw dogs her, I know some WL are selective and it's still risky but her having these meds means three things imo
1- she is just imature and barebacks any one and thinks this is a cure all regardless of other STD's
2- she may have a history of STD's and sex clinic doctors have put 2 and 2 together that she is a big carefree risk taker and would most likely be aware of her IV drug habbit (as OP has mentioned his suspicions) so they have prescribed her this as atleast as either some form of preventative measure due to her history of substance abuse, sex work and possible recklessness and they would have done this to not protect her but to protect others by reducing the chance of her spreading it to others if she gets it from work or a dirty needle.
3- she actually may have it.
What bothers me is the meds I didn't see. She left this overnight bag with some intention that I'm blind to. Last time with her she had wrapped her legs around me when I tried to pull out. Wanted to cum on her not in her.
Her lies are things like: she has only been in the business since arriving here..(then what's with the tramp stamp). She can get a normal job..(ah_huh then why won't she leave work 2hrs early for a meet or take a day off on my request). We will fuck the world together..(so fucking men only for money isn't more than a metaphore.
She has an unusual habbit of nitros oxide inhaling. She arrived last time with a box (No Joke) of 6 x no2 bottles the size of 1.25 cokes. She went through 3 in one night. She'll fill a balloon up and breathe with it and repeat untill bottle empty. 3 fuckn bottles a night wtf
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Got my booking with gp at 8.30am today. Should have bloods done by 11.
I got this bizarre though of the girl being like the smallpox spreader. After he infect himself he travelled. She may deeply hate men because of dad and love them because of nature. She's so intelligent I tucked away the thought of her having bipolar when first time at my place, and she was oppening up in front of me. During that time I was reflecting on the cyber security training my work teaches-mainly the phishing part. It's hard when you want to fuck them because the ideals in your head meet the perceptions you have of them:
Hot=Healthy
Young=Endurance
Worker=Freak
Bad girl=Oportunity
New experiences=Gain
..and so on
I never deluded myself about a future with her. I was swept away by my own lust to fuck her in every way possible to please eachother.
All the best mate
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