Update with my relationship with ML:

Day 5: I saw her again. As soon as I went into her apartment, she starting kissing me and taking my clothes off. I wanted to talk, but whatever - we fucked like we haven't seen each other in ages. We decided to go have dinner, had a nice chat about life then went for a walk along the river while holding hands. We talked more and both agreed that this will be the last time we'll see each other. She kept saying this wont need to end because it never started, she had a "strong mind" so she's able to control her emotions, but asked me if I could. Because it was my first time having a relationship with an ML, I told her I don't know. We returned to the apartment and fucked again. I leave after and we say our good byes. She texts me as I drive home "are you ready to leave me?" lol this girl is crazy. She calls me while driving and tells me we'll be friends from now on, no sex.

Day 10: She calls me while out partying with a friend and asks me to come out. I tell her I was busy with family commitments, she got sad in a cutezy way. I kept saying Im sorry. We talked more and she asks me if I was sure i wasnt busy. I explained to her how busy I am and she got mad saying "I wont call you again". Hung up on me.

Day 11: Curious today, I checked her FB. She video'd herself partying, probably drunk, singing karaoke with her friends. Looked hot, but it felt like the post was for me.

It's been 2 weeks since the last phone call. I follow her on FB but i've unfollowed her. Seems like it's over. I'm happy. I got to meet a hottie, fucked her so many times within a week, felt like a 21yo again, friends with her on FB (nice to wank over her photos in the future if i wanted), my confidence around beautiful woman grew, learnt a lot from this thread (thanks guys), probably won't visit MLs in a while, but J Coco looks pretty good lol, this encounter was memorable, back to reality and loving myself.