Originally Posted by
MaxPunter
You know how eventually this will endup
You had fun, enjoyed the experience, now your brain is taking over and telling you what to do, as clearly appears through your post
You have a good job, you have enjoyed your life so far...don't risk everything just for a pleasure that might last few more days or months
I would tell her that this is not the way you live your life and you need to go back to your reality, your job, your friends, your carefree punting
Excuses do not work because there is always room to find a way around excuses; better to be brutally honest
You are probably gonna hurt her, but at least you do it once rather than slowly every day with petty excuses.
Once you are out, delete her number, block her incoming calls; if you get sucked in again then will be 10 times more difficult to get out
This is what she would do if decides to not see YOU again...woman are much more rigorous than man when decide to break up. She would move on and forget about you
Now, sorry i have to say this, it is brutal but is probably true:
1) You are a customer, not her boyfriend. She might like you more than others, but you still a customer
2) She gives your money back sometimes to keep sucking you in. Drug dealers always gives freebies to their customers to keep them in the loop
3) She is addicted to her lifestyle, and she won't change it for you
4) Her "lifestyle" will eventually consume her and she will loose all the appeal she currently has on you
5) You might consider her special, but honestly she s not that smart at all, considering she is throwing away her life with drugs and gambling
6) You will eventually get bored of her
7) She will eventually get bored of you
..no need to continue further