Originally Posted by
Sibon
I suffer from insomnia. For years I work through the night until I see sunrise.
I like its quietness. My mind is the sharpest and most productive and creative at this time of the night. I often leave more difficult work to this hour.
Other than a few light exercises I come to this forum to post some craps to take a break. It's therapeutic and harmless fun. I like to be self-deprecating.
Not that I'm a great punter. These days I only punt once a week every Friday erarly evening at the parlour closing time so that I could have dinner with my regular ML and walk her home. This Friday night she held my arm and leaned against me in the walk and gave me a kiss at her door. I didn't know why she was so intimate with me as we normally kept our distance in public.
I didn't go into her home as she shared it with a new girl. I like to add a touch of romance into punting imagining my ML is my girlfriend but it's difficult to have paid sex with a stranger. It gets mechanical. I don't think that I'm and don't want to be in love with her. We are just each other's paid, breathing, warm-blooded and living sex tool. Without her my life would be just work, work and more work.
Because I live and work alone turning a two bedroom unit into a big photo studio full of lighting equipments. It's easy to overwork, be absorbed in it and get disconnected with the real work.
Let's say I'm a loner. And thanks for your time.
