got told she has a bf now, and therefore couldn't go out for a drink with me as often as before. funny thing is, she didn't say we should stop seeing each other outside. anyway, i got the drift, and have finished the last entry and put it aside.
i had already suspected as much and thought i would get hurt badly when she finally break the bad news, but hey, i didn't feel anything bad at all, just a sigh of relief.