Some sage advice from all of you. Thank you.
Have slept on it and decided that I should jump back on another horse (old mare) asap and not be foolish and let my emotions get in the way. I have too much to lose.
My issue is, that she may be back in April and I will really want to see her again. I'm sure I won't be able to fight the urge.
An old Italian saying,
" one hair from a pussy is strong enough to pull 100 bulls"
Not sure if it got lost in translation