Originally Posted by
jediknight4ever
Yes I have done that already, I know that she's been through a lot the past 2 years and have severe trust issues in men. But that doesn't excuse her assaulting the ex husband's wife or me. Am I cruel for not driving her home on Wednesday? Maybe
She did tell me from the start that she wasn't looking to play around and want a future husband. It was a windmill love, but it wasn't real because it's based on a lie. If it wasn't for the baby I don't think I'll be as effected by this.
I am a gentle soul, I don't ever swear and it was the first time a woman has hit me. I wrote this poem for our unborn baby, it's called Forgive Daddy.
Forgive Daddy for he did not save you
Forgive Daddy for he wasn't strong enough to
Stop mummy when he had the chance
Before she took the pill without a glance
The heavens are crying with tears of sorrow
For I will never get to hold you tomorrow
Six weeks old you were that day
When to the doctor came and took you away
You didn't get a chance from the very start
But you'd be forever in Daddy's heart
Daddy knew you were going to be a boy
Please forgive Daddy Leeroy