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The first meet up was good. I honestly talked to her as if we're friends and she made all the moves during the paid session. Subsequent meetups got even better - treated how a naught girl should be treated and she loved it. It felt like we met after being overseas for a long time. It's great to have an emotional connect when fucking, the experience is on another level. I honestly dont think this will ever happen again. I'm maintaining my distance and I'm glad the air has cleared. Might be time to try J Coco so i can get my mind off lol
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A thought that you may not be able to unread:
When the person says they'll never see you again, they're gambling on the odds that you might be okay with actually leaving them for good.
When the person makes you wait, they're the ones making themselves wait so long it hurts them back.
What you give out, you will always get back.
Instead of hurting others, treat them as precious gems. Once you truly believe they are precious, the favours will be returned in a limitless amount.
When someone tests me, it is not me that gets hurt. But I do try to make them avoid from hurting myself or anyone further as it can be harmful for them when the karma manifests. That is the whole point for my advices and replies to many of the forum threads. I can play the game, it doesn't hurt me at all but I want to stop people from feeling hurt.
If there is anything else I can do to help, let me know. Just be careful for what you're asking for, even if the intention is indirect the words said can manifest in a direct manner.
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Ignorance will not make things go away. Your thoughts have a way to ruminate, reverberate and multiply the pain that it creates an experience similar to psychosis.
By solving your real life problems you can make it all go away eventually. And it helps to heal past traumas. We don't need to live in a cycle of pain, only liberation.
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JJ who ruminates?
A cow or a human?