
Originally Posted by
cmk76
Your most welcome, glad I could share. I think writing this, was somewhat a healing process for me. To get this off my chest anonymously too was very therapeutic. I can account it objectively and not have any emotional connection to it. As stated, I could not even discuss this event of my life with any of my closest friends. It left me quite depressed and I had to deal with it internally. I contemplated getting back on cocaine, but gambling got the better of me instead! Another chapter of my life closed and a lesson experienced.