After some recent posts. I'm curious.

For those of us who punt frequently, do we inevitably gravitate towards a regular lady?
do we inescapably develop feelings in these stone cold gravel heart of ours?

Or does everyone see them as objects, tools for self gratification? use them and lose em.... and only the few are the exceptions.

What does one do when feelings start to creep in? day dream, suppress, fantasise, change ladies, time for a break??

I've rarely developed long term deep attachments in my normal relationships IRL and Defiantly NEVER imagine with a WL.
However i have come across one where I've recently found my self wondering. What would it would be like to date her? Asking a lot of what ifs, day dream, what is she up to and wishing i could talk to her.
KNOWING FULL WELL this are some fucked up thoughts.

OF COURSE I KNOW!!!

I know logically it's a no go zone, only spells trouble and IT'S JUST SEX.
i should stop, but at the same time i want to see her again.

On the one hand i'm telling myself, you fucking idiot. Stop pussying around, she's just a trick, i know. I KNOW!!
Yet at the same time my brain feels like it's developing split personality disorder and wants to do it's own thing and like this girl.

For the time being, the emotions aren't that strong. BUT!!! if keep seeing her ..................?????????????????????
How do you see your favourite without wanting to see her more? it feels like a self digging hole.

This mental tug a war is a bitch. Knowing something is bad but still wanting it.
Staying up to binge that series knowing you have work tomorrow.
Playing one more stupid game with exams and assignments looming.
Eating them junk food with elevated blood markers.
Taking out more money at the Casino fulling knowing you need to stop

Whatever your poison.

"Knowing", is one thing. But resisting them dopamine hits is a whole different story.

Surely i can't be alone who's danced with the devil. (sexually transmitted Feelings.)

BACKGROUND
I can count on 3 fingers how many times in my life where I've met a girl and my brain just stopped working. Where i don't give a fuck who they are what they do and just want them in my life. And this girl is 1 of them.

"Of all the shit pits, in all the towns, in all the world, I Had to meet her at a shop."

I'm 90% sure i ain't gonna do anything, and this whole phase will pass. It's the 10% that's scary.