I can remember what I wrote 9-10 years ago when I first joined this forum. Naturally, I remember what I wrote a couple of months ago about my marital status. Yes I am married but it's a complicated affair and we are currently living separately at the moment.
Only 2 types of girls can possibly lock me down. It is not the good, pretty housewife that I have now, but either a girl in the top 1-5%, CEO or business owner level, or the female version of me. All other girls are no challenge to me. I have met the first and got dumped by the second, these 2 girls have profound effect on me. It's fucking complicated, it's hard to explain and I have no interest to explain to anyone. Neyo's song "Miss Independent" best describe it!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6M5C-oKw9k

And I know exactly what kind of man I eventually I want to become. I am far from reaching there yet, but I am working towards it.