Quote Originally Posted by Nonodemerit View Post
Thanks for that. It's good to know that I'm not alone in this game

the question is how can I get out of this vicious circle....

I remind myself she is only a good fuck and be grateful getting this for free. But this grew on me.... Shitstorm... Something is wrong with me apparently....
Mate there is nothing "wrong" with you.

The most important thing I have learned is that they cannot form "normal" relationships. So inititally during the honeymoon period, everything is good. And you are looking at her through rose coloured glasses - perfectly normal. The danger here is that the rose coloured glasses hide the red flags. And there are plenty of them. For example: 1. they are fucking and sucking other men for money; They are liers - you can never be sure if she is telling the truth; they are cunning - she will use emotional blackmail and that tantalising pussy to keep you on the hook; and they lack an ability for intimacy - she won't engage in foreplay - deep kissing, caressing, cuddling - that gets eroded whith each new cock she takes to the point where she can no longer offer it.

So as many of the other learned gentlemen have offered - fuck them, enjoy the moment; move on