I have had a few regulars in life, from the asian massage parlours back in the states to here in sydney. I am not sure how to convey this other than when someone insults you, sometimes its not always meant to be a reflection of you, but more of how they are feeling. I think alot of it is the same way for when we see these girls. Unless you see them outside of work, for them youre a favourite client which brings a bit of joy for the day they are working, nothing more. My deepest connection was with a mamasan named pussycat , she was korean with american double d breasts that were bolt on heaven. We would talk, fuck, give each other massages and she would even make some food, offer me a beer from the fridge, all kinds of things. I stopped by the shop when I knew it was quiet and we would just talk about things, it was a pure friendship with benefits....provided I paid for the benefits.

Make no bones about it, the girls are here to make money, and yes you can fall in love, think about the girl(s) at times when you shouldnt be, or maybe when you should? But you have to protect yourself too!

I have a connection right now with an incredible korean girl , but finances are getting tight so my visits to her are going to be quite limited...but what times we did have I will remember and cherish and that truely is what life is about...the moments we live and the memories we take with us on to the next. (which we seem to forget!)


summary...It was probably more you than her, but hey..what does asking hurt?