Small, I totally feel for you, went through similar experience lately. I thought I was in love but it was the sex that rationalized my brain to think its love. We hung out and go out for dinners and stuff but when I asked for commitment, the money question started flowing. It also messed with my head on what she does during the day and seeing AR reviews popping up. Long story short, I stopped seeing the girl and have got into full Whoremonger mode which quickly filled in the void I try to fill with her.

There is no chance of the guy leaving his family, I bet she will come back when she falls behind on rent... Be strong my friend, plenty of fish in the sea. I've been fishing in a lake and didn't realize there is a whole ocean out there.

Often my mind still wonders what if?.... but same can be said about my ex-wife and ex-girlfriend.