Quote Originally Posted by GoldfishMan View Post
Well, I can’t really tell if I’m addicted to punting or not. Been doing this for the last 27 years. Sometimes I’d really get in the mood and absolutely had to get one in. Those times, for sure the urge was there, but the real question is would I have become feral if I had been deprived? I would never know because nothing stood in my way. I always had a way to get what I wanted.

Anyway, here I am having gone completely dry for April. I don’t feel a thing! No extra urge to go punting. Instead I’m feeling extra horny for my wife!

Go figure!
27 years? You probably enjoy a 2 income family.

I did not punt in my entire adult life until 2 years ago. My wife didn't work and I had a young kid to raise and a mortgage.

I've called it an "early retirement" to run a small business and only now have the financial means and time to punt. Still I don't want to blow away my nest egg on MLs.

I think I'm beginning to get jaded with punting. The standard of the physical appearance of the MLs is pretty low. I speak this from a photographer who has shot models from Germany, France, Italy, Canada, USA and South America etc. We are lucky in Australia to have so many of them from so many countries.

Having it out with a stranger lacks the spark of doing it with someone we know intimately. Hence I normally stick with 2-3 regulars. Still it's transactional and mechanical sex. I can't escape the feeling of being a dirty old man.

I hope there's a light at the end of tunnel for me. I think I may actively embrace Zen Buddhism after being a non-practising Buddhist for so long. It has to be something higher, transcendental and spiritual for me to stop punting.

Another thing I'm not getting younger and I'm not sexually driven as in younger days.