Man you nailed it with the “hard drug description.” So true.
I’m currently having serious withdrawal symptoms since my favourite regular I’ve been seeing for a few years every couple of weeks has left the industry, at least temporarily.
I jerk off to her memories daily. Wake up and first thing on my mind is her and I so wanna fuck her again.
The other time I went punting I met other girls across a few shops but I passed and ended up at home on a Saturday morning with a viagra cock jerking off to my regular again. Not easy guys.
I have a couple of other regulars left but they’re not like what they were in 2019 or 2020. Fucken industry has changed them, they’ve become hardened and not sweet like before.
Guess there’s only be thing to do right? Gotta get out there and meet and fuck a lot more WLs until get one that’s chemical again.