Please with all due respect but I'd like to ask does your post tell me that maybe you don't socialize in other circles where a healthy relationship can develop naturally?
It's all good my bro.
I'm single & have a few social circles. Dated around but nothing serious.
Focusing on career right now, but if one comes along, one comes along.
At the end of the day, we're all human. Don't put anyone on a pedestal.