Nothing wrong with getting some help with your mental health. I'm just a bit worried about you. And Percy. And various other pseudonyms.
So you discovered your 3 percent Uyghur from a dna test, you've never been to mainland China, but somehow you're super in touch with "your" culture?
Is it like when people find out they're 3 percent Cherokee and then get a tattoo of a Native American dude and realise why they're so spiritual and in touch with nature?