Arranged Marriage and family won't accept we don't children

[WollongongGuy00]

Do you go punting?

Is there a plot twist somewhere?

[Tendulkar]

I wish my dad wasn't such a neglectful asshole, mostly because he is always at his clinic, he is actually a well known and reputable dermatologist, he was a little less neglectful back we were kids and always used to buy us stuff from other countries, but used to be a bigger bastard then too, he was never physical with me, although he did pour a glass of water on me once in anger, when I didn't want to go to school as a kid. He was from a rather uneducated and backwards family with very old fashioned views, so you can see how this impacted his personality, but then again, you can be highly educated and still lack morals.
I never grew up to be a brave person and my mental health only deteriorated with time and age.
I have lost all hope for the future and i'm trying my best to survive and cope with my situation, the only reason I haven't gone insane is because of my dogs and movies and TV shows, my family and wife doesn't really care what I do, it's just that I feel like they don't appreciate me enough.
Also recently developed problems with my eyes, eyestrain and dry eyes and now I have something new to stress about...I wear glasses and have mild astigmatism and my sleep isn't that great, so I tend to wake up in the middle of the night with a rapid heart rate.
Even worse, I still miss my fraternal twin who I blame my parents for putting a wedge between us. This toxic environment caused her to develop severe signs of narcissism, manipulative behaviour and to suffer from delusions and severe OCD and became emotionally abusive to everyone in the house and had also brainwashed me against my other siblings when she believes that my other siblings, were always plotting against her amongst each other, even thinks that mum does everything deliberately to tease her etc, the worst part is the she believes that she has no mental health problems an that everyone else around her is flawed, evil or crazy. I suspect this could be paranoid schizophrenia..
She did certain things in 2023 which led me to grow a grudge against her and I had to ghost her completely to protect my own mental health from getting worse, after this she started cussing me out and said some disgusting and mean things about me.

[Tendulkar]

I have a jealous streak and I probably deserve my fate. I have a 31-year- old unmarried sister.. My parents have been trying to arrange her marriage for the last few years. Recently they found the same age prospective grooming on a matrimonial site.
My mum and sister met the guy once and everything seemed to go great. They were planning to meet him again the weekend after next.
I secretly contacted the guy on the net and told him I had a mental illness and that I rely on my sister for financial support and the fact her children could inherit the condition.
He gratefully thanked me for the info.
Why did I do it ?
If my sister gets married , I will be pushed to have children and my family will prioritise her husband and future children.
My parents pushed me to marry impending doom and have destroyed my life. I heard my sister sobbing and she has no idea wtf happened.
Do I feel bad ? Yes, But would do it again in a heartbeat if I had another sister.

[Bertward]

Save yourself.

Stop whining. We cannot pick our family but we can pick our friends.

Your wife is a Karen and will only get worse unless you politely put her in her place, or better yet just leave the bitch.

Go see a top notch escort in SA. Someone like a PCD girl or Lynne or Anna. They will make you feel great again about being a bloke.

Good luck. CONTROL your own life OP

[Tendulkar]

My life just gets worse. It turns out I got infected with hookworm parasites sometime over the last 5 -10 years .
I found out about it 4 months ago and have been treating successfully at home over the last 4 months since these moron doctors have not helped me one bit in any matter of my life. Including diagnosing me with parasites...they kept sending me home telling me everything was fine when the only thing i was able to eat was rice and i wasn't always able to eat that. I suspect my fondness for Tandoori Chicken as even in Adelaide the local Indian Restaurants are unsanitary. My friend told me about my favourite local Indian restaurant.
I was fond of prepared their sauces in the bathtub and defrosting fillet fish in it when they were busy or having large functions like weddings and doing catering. My anxiety is still there. My leg pain is gone when I lay down...And I feel fine no matter how much sleep I get...I see all kinds of worms come out of me .Parasites eventually made me noise sensitive...raise my heart rate dramatically...cause me arthritis .back pain. Headaches. I would lose balance.
I would choke...raised my blood pressure. Lost my memory...would let me sleep at night. I started losing my balance and major stomach problems.
Right now my anxiety has lessened but financial problems are piling up and there is still the matter of my wife and in-laws. And instead I fear death from PTSD because of all the near death experiences I went through when I had parasites recently.