Either relax with some topnotch poetry, it doesn't have to be mine; you might like Tennyson, Coleridge,
Kipling, Blake, Keats or Wordsworth, and or have a good time with a quality ladyboy.....Yeah baby.
I assure you both experiences, the poetry and the quality ladyboy, will oddly give you the same kind of exhilarating buzz.
I feel you need some variety and stimulation in your lives, poetry can bring this as can a quality ladyboy.