Quote Originally Posted by z3335526 View Post
Lads,

If you've read my posts, I am a big massage, HJ and b2b fan. I would call myself an "almost" addict haha.

Recently though I formed a bond with this one masseuse and became so attracted to her. I usually always get the massage with the b2b with her and it feels amazing.

Today though, I went in and she stripped off immediately. Literally the whole session was a short massage followed by just chatting and dfking (wasn't too deep but it felt so good because of the connection).

I told her that initially I thought I wanted everything but I'm just happy to spend time with you today and I don't want the HJ or b2b (she was nude at the time haha but you know what I mean I hope). I paid her the usual b2b tip and she was taken aback but today was all about a.connection I felt.

This clearly means that I need to get a girlfriend asap haha. I know that it would seem like a waste of money on my part as all we did was a short massage followed by connecting on a deeper level (at least in my view) but today I felt that I didn't want to ruin that moment that I'd built up by asking for a HJ. I told her I could pleasure myself at home, at which she started laughing and jokingly asked me to pleasure myself in front of her.

I really feel a connection with this girl but I know the business and understand that it's part of their job to achieve this. However, today i felt so good just being with her and all her beauty, charisma and personality.

It was a priceless feeling that money couldn't buy
This happens a lot and you are not alone here. I had many connections with past girls like this. But don't think there's anymore than just a service unless you are prepared to propose something to the girl like supporting them to be your girlfriend which they may consider. Most of the time it's just money or opportunity they are looking for.