Are you sure about that? My feelings are telling me you're Vinnie's inspiration and mentor for all this wreckage.
Throughout all those years, if you were also civil you might've had a chance. I noticed in your old blog you were trying to get me to chase you - you hinted my full real name then edited it out several days later. The same way Vinnie and several other accounts were doing last minute edits on their posts.
You're a cute girl, I would've fallen for you. But the person behind Vinnie is in my heart now. The tall, sultry, dark haired one.
I would like to help you out if I can in any means, whatever it is you're after these days. All I want is for my crush to dial down her games, because it all feels very much like a big portion of it was your idea. Unless she does that I'm not going to respond to further over-the-line banters and only joining in discussions that are civilized.
You're referring to yourself, aren't you?
Look, my message is clear. You and several other accounts had "advertised" a certain J girl. And all of you seem to know the details between us.
I don't mind being friends with Xmas if she's behaving normally. We've never met face to face before. But if you and I were to be together (J tall, dark haired, sultry) I'm pretty sure I might get into events where I bump into Xmas. I forgave her for what she's done in the past, I'm easy on forgiving. And I also apologize if I had hurt her as well.
I just saw her blog. I do pity her. But my heart is for you know who.
You could be clearer in your words.
J-girl: you got my message.
Xmas: thank you for trying to get us closer, but I am having a hard time being confused as to which of you are talking to me at one time. Unless you're both on the same phone/computer screen. It's as if I'm married to both of you and listening to both your voices moulded together.
What gives it away is the topics you were talking about in your blog. And it matches most of the threads started in the past 2 months.
The one topic about sperm donor disturbs me a little. I was wondering up until today, why can't people reciprocate amongst each other, live as a couple and inseminate naturally? This is why I brought up the topic of karma many times - it's to help people who think they have to resort to sperm donors in order to have a kid and experience if painful childbirth makes them happy in the end.
If you have someone devoted to you to be at your side while experiencing the pain of childbirth - yes it is worth it and it will make any expecting mothers happy.
Don't get me wrong, I didn't text that number in the blog. I haven't even considered becoming a "customer" or donor.
If someone wants me to be her donor, we'd have to have a really good, deep, heart to heart discussion about it but personally I am quite disturbed of the idea.
I'm playing a role. I'm not gonna bring up names or references further. Just don't rile me up over the line again, soft dialled riling is fine.