Thanks for the responses and the support shown.

For those that are quick to pass judgement and slow to self reflect, judge not that you be not judged. Anyone can speak troll all you gotta do is point and grunt.

Just for the record I'm openly bisexual and have multiple options to release any build-up, so it's not about busting a nut but being in a relationship. To date the relationships I've had with females haven't worked out, possibly due to their flaky and emotional nature which eventually pushes me over the edge.

I get there a challenges and stigmas associated with being in a relationships with a WL but as a member rightly pointed working in the adult industry as a mamasan, papasan or owner is not the same as being a sex worker.

I've tried the suggested forums but you gotta jump through burning hoops before you are able to access the forum completely and be able to read or post threads - some say very Nazi like. This forum on the other hand is open minded, very flexible, doesn't follow archaic beuarecratic rules, and all members have the right to say their piece.

I appreciate the comments and feedback so far.