To the first question. Bro, this is a scorned woman. People have been sacrificing fortunes to get rid of them, now you want to pay an hourly rate to go and see one. What's the rationale in that?

Besides, surely you had good times with other girls that put you in this spot. Why don't you focus on that instead of trying to go back to the mothership?

To the second question. Well, it depends on how close you flew to the sun, no? Whatever happens, take it as a lesson learnt.