Here's yet another BB post....

I thought i'd share a recent experience that I've been struggling with a little bit, more from what could have been rather than than anything else.

I was in Melbourne and visited an incall girl from an asian agency. Taiwanese, young, pretty cute. maybe 8.5/10, visiting for a month or so and leaving for Taiwan the following week. Booked for an hour.

Round one was very good, and despite language barrier we had great chemistry, with lots of DFK. I got close very quickly and I was trying not to cum, as I don't usually go twice. She had me so on edge that I ended up in a plank position over her in missionary style and she made me cum by thrusting gently up against me, which was amazing and a huge orgasm for me.

Quick break, had a bit of a chat and then onto round 2.

She told me that she wanted to cum as well and the best way to make her orgasm was to take the condom off and go BB. I ordinarily would've been all over the BB (and yes, I've taken up the paid offer on occasion), but I also didn't want to be bringing anything home as I'm in a newish relationship.

I was like a deer in headlights... totally froze up, but told her that i can't.

I so badly wish i could've BBFS'd her. I knew at an intellectual level, this was such a bad idea and managed to hold firm and ended up finishing in the rubber after making her cum by DATY.

Its been a few weeks and I keep having the most intense flashbacks to her beautiful face, hot, flushed and panting, begging me and trying a few times to take the rubber off and telling me how much she wanted me inside her raw and how it would make her cum even more.

She has long since left the country, but i can't seem to move on from it....

I keep thinking back to this incredible experience with random stranger, 1/2 my age and what could've been really hot natural, BB sex.

I'm a reasonably seasoned punter, but this one is seriously messing with my head. Anyone else had this?