Thanks a lot , I am really grateful for the geniune suggestion and efforts. I have thought through and will be keeping myself away from the forum and such contents, keep busy with friends circle and other productive stuff. Will be limiting myself to massage once a month, deep tissue massage along with cupping in my regular legit massage place with health rebate, where my regular does bit of like lingam and amazing balls play near the end of session and release on the end on flip, with my absolute no physical involvement with massues like grabbing, touching or anything. If you are for good massage, and lot of bold play around your balls, shaft and oils up ass real good, then ask for Sasha in serenity in parramatta. If you just want the decent massage then also she is the absolute recommendation and if you are also looking for bit of play , tease and release then she will make you fucking moan and scream for real, but the best part is you can't do that as someone or even better when lady is getting a massage next to your curtain, that is bit of thrill I am loving, and then she milks your boy like a cow. I am not sure about other ladies there as I have never got massage from anyone else there, also I am not sure pricing and if these bold play is subjective to client, as I never requested or hinted for any these, she did bold play by herself. When she did it in second visit , I was suprised, thrilled and happy so tipped her pineapple she seemed happy and been tipping her same on following visit. Please respectful to Sasha as she is nice lady and amazing massues.

I will just stick to this plan, I think once a month with good massage and release is pretty reasonable to lowkey maintain the urge of punt , and can go for a long run.

Thanks for the help, I owe you all beers.