Fast forwards 3 weeks and I've met her kids and mum already. Her older daughter wasn't very talkative but the lil one was just like her mum so bubbly and enthusiastic. We had ice cream and mini golf. We were still seeing each other twice a week and talking/chatting everyday on the phone. She was worried about getting pregnant and it was during the 12-16 days from her last period that we made love. I tried to comfort her saying that the pill can delay her period by up to a week.

After the mini golf I drove them back home and she texted me that she took the pregnancy test I bought her and it came back positive. I wasn't surprised but I thought oh shit my life is over. I am anti-abortion and whilst it wasn't the ideal situation for me, I've always wanted to be a father. So we decided to keep it quiet and discuss about it over the weekend. We meet on Friday and ironically enough watched "The Mummy".

I told her that I can't tell my parents because my 92 year old grandma who lives with us would have a stroke or heart attack, that I will tell them when she leaves in 2 months time. But I do want the baby and I'll always be there for her as we made love again. It was a surreal feeling that a part of you is growing inside of her.

Then on Saturday, she became very distraught and emotionally unstable, she called me and said she doesn't want the baby and was going to the clinic. So I tried my best to calm her down and we went to the Bahai Temple in the morning, she told me she always wanted a baby boy. But she doesn't want to burden me with a baby and her daughters whom my parents (being very traditional) wouldn't accept. I told her I'm ok with that, but people grow to love and they will love our baby eventually.

I told her we'll goto the clinic and get to know what our options are and the time frame we have to make a decision. But she was so determined to get rid of the baby, I should've said yes when the doctor asked me if I supported her decision because I would still be in the room when the doctor gave her the pill. But I said no and I was in the waiting room when she took the pill. When I found out I couldn't stop crying and had an emotional breakdown.

To be continued......