Quote Originally Posted by Starlight View Post
I know girls can be mean and bitchy, but probably didnt you loose the hope too quick? Never tried facebook?
Probably you were going through a stage that we all men pass through that is called less confident period of our early adolescence days. I, myself got more confident & mature over the time.
I know what u mean about confidence!!

I had very very low self esteem due to life circumstances at one point - I wasn't really aware of it at that time!!

Now I know the difference and I do not suffer from that.

I think in my pursuit for girls - was partly the person I am, I always wanted to have sex with as many girls as I could, and was tied into how I saw myself - my self image and esteem.

What ever the case may be, I know what I want and am confident enough to pursue it.
That is:
Getting my career
Enjoy my life
Punting as much as I can

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In my low self esteem stage, I wouldn't dare admit that:
I was a virgin at 32
I loved playing computer games
I enjoy studying
I like working
I enjoy cooking
Wouldn't tell bitched to fk off even if they were being cunts
Lols

So I do feel I have come a long way - thanks to punting hahaha