Sorry to hear if your plight bro, just remember the positives out of your experience, females outnumber males here especially Asians so you will definitely get the opportunity to meet the girl of your dreams - just don’t seek them in a brothel lol. Girls can sniff desperate guys from a mile away and will take advantage however way they can. Use your experience to play the game and turn the tables on them - the meaner you are the keener they are!