sorry to have heard that.
I have a similar situation where I am not fortunate enough to form a relationship with the WL (as I got family)
I met this WL in 2016 (there was a thread where I talked about this) and we have been in touch since. almost daily, still today.
she understands my situation and she is in Melbourne now (while I am in Sydney)
we still make crazy loves every time we meet and she has started to exit the industry by not involving herself into the physical work.
she instead starts to be the liaison for girls and charge commissions. Smart girl
On the other hand she is very committed to our casual relationship, paid her own flight to Sydney to have a good natural sex with me, always upon my request. (and I travelled internationally a lot, so it isn't always easy, plus she needs to work on her own work to get her bills paid)

I guess I am one of the lucky guy who still believes they are true relationship, or client relationship can be converted if you are genuine with the right person...
lets see if time will prove me wrong.