I had a regular squeeze offshore, not a working girl, she was keen to get pregnant and have a Eurasian child, and saw that I was the sort of guy that make sure that the baby and her would be taken care of. I never had the heart to share that I had been snipped two years before I met her, and I guess that in the back of my mind, if she did fall pregnant, the trust I had was misplaced. I didn't really feel good about the situation, but let it ride.