Quote Originally Posted by Sibon View Post
For that existential experience, emotive exhilaration and intellectual connection you would be wrong to expect value from a paid sex.

Let's face it if it's not the several pineapples I leave on the massage table the 20 something girl wouldn't even want to look at me although I'm not an unattractive man.

I'm starting to space my puntings. Once every 2 weeks is exciting. And once every month is heavenly. My regular was more than happy to me after a recent 3 weeks absence. She takes love making to greater height. We were in cloud nine.

This is a paid escapism. We are all trying to search for something which is not there and never exists.

Sometimes reading a good book or watching a great inspiring movie is just as rewarding.

Everytime I walk out of the backdoor of a parlour to take the long road to the station there is an emptiness within me. I meet two or three punters on the way out they look as lost and unfulfilled as I am.
This very thoughtful and I think true. The last day of the Cherry Blossom festival in Japan is called “ mono no aware” first explained to me as meaning the pathos of things. Other descriptions of the phase takes it as meaning nothing lasts forever. That pathos you describe affected me greatly after a couple of surprisingly pleasant, friendly and warm punts. I’m not sure that my heart is up to to the afterglow pathos of punting. Maybe MLS only for me. I don’t worry so much about those girls well fare so much as well. I wonder as some of our senior members seem to be ML mainly if they have any comments on this.