Quote Originally Posted by Kiryu0 View Post
Ahahaha that is correct I'm not ashamed to admit.

I spent alot of time and money on this particular girl I really liked . But she never really cracked, so there's a period of time I hadn't seen alot of the girls on offer. So yeah that's how I ended up here ahahaha.
Well I'll be damned. Looks like they weren't lying when they told me that they didn't do it with every John! Who would've thought it was true?

For you bro Kiryu0, I can only guess that perhaps there was something subconscious holding you back because looking at your posts about past experiences... mate, you were extremely close to the honey pot that you appear to be so eager to get.

Have you considered that maybe you are subconsciously fearful of the ramifications of BBFS in a brothel, so you held yourself back right at the turning point when you could've gotten it?

There's no need to be ashamed about anything. You actually did the right thing!