wow, a lot to unpack. I'm not going to comment about the WL cuz i've never seen her.

However, N5M does have back door lol. So you didn't have to muster up any courage to through the front door if you are uncomfortable.

Actually, I'm more comfortable going through the front door cuz it's usually unlocked and you can just open the door and go in. The backdoor is usually locked and you have to wait for someone to come open it.