Whenever friends complain about being single and thus feeling lonely, like crying babies, I laugh and tell them, "You're bored, not lonely." But when I see people with a naturally sweet and beaming character, as if they were born with it, my heart races, almost like I'm choking myself. I wonder if it's because I'm lonely, and my body reacts like a stray cat.. .
No wonder I got a lot of attention all these while.

To tell people the truth, yes I was born with it. My Lama said it's a result of me practicing compassion for lifetimes. That's why I don't judge sex work itself like many guys who go around telling me they don't want to marry a girl who had tasted thousands of dicks in her lifetime. Most guys who say that are hypocrites - they're okay with licking so many pussies and arseholes (including trans arses) but they're not okay with vice versa. Those guys unfortunately are still single or stuck in a miserable marriage.

Finding someone who were naturally born with such traits, or someone who have purified their minds in this lifetime is not that hard but requires practice. Often people like these are people who have lived a rough childhood but doesn't care about it any longer.

If you want to know what practices you require to find such guys, let me know. I need to compile certain texts according to who is asking.