Remember - all traumatic events in life stems from bad karma. If you add a pinch of good deeds, good thoughts and good speech you can change your fate.

Like flying a plane - without landing gears gravity will kill all onboard because gravity is a natural event. Karma works similar to gravity by using common sense - if you don't want to separate from the ONLY person in the world who can accept you for who you are, install that landing gear and start texting that person's number. It is not the person's loyalty you need to be afraid of, it is the karmic consequence of not contacting him as soon as possible that will create some sort of separation. You never know when a disaster may happen that causes you or him to die without achieving your dreams of having kids with the person you love.

Again this forum isn't the right channel to discuss things such as feelings and relationships. I will stop at this post.