My first 24 years of life was filled with the trauma of empty promises from both parents - they were taking advantage of my kind hearted nature, the same way M is doing right now, using my kindness to bash me online with unkind words of "not being able to move on", "falling in love with the wrong person", "it was only business" etc.

These are words related to bad speech which in turn creates a lot of unwholesome bad karma. This is why I wrote that 4 "long paragraph". Bad karma from such speech can cause really bad consequences to manifest, and even if I was a high Lama I won't be able to reverse such karma.

Take the time to think, M. You have until end of this week. I know you have read the reply above. I really like you, don't jinx this up.

Kim Jin Joo, keep your schizophrenia in check. Take your bloody meds, AUS99 isn't a mental asylum.