I was just wondering today whatever happened to this thread only to find out there was an update LOL.

Good to see that you trusted the process by:
- not giving up after failing to nut with K IU due to the pressure you put on yourself
- actually trying one of the more dependable girls (Dior).

With regards to your reflection, continue trusting the process, you'll:
- soon find out things you have a strong preference for like the strong English you mentioned (also one of my preferences and for the same reason).
- get more comfortable with time. Since everything is still new you're still just anxious and overthinking. It's all Jedi mind games. I do find that the more dependable girls help with this though since they are comfortable leading (if necessary) meaning you're free to get lost in the moment. So if you want the easy way then my suggestion is to continue easing yourself into it all by picking dependable girls. I tend to find they're pretty good at accommodating so if you want them to be pro-active and for them to do all the work they're capable of doing so and vice versa and anywhere in between. You'll find a sweet spot. Or you can just YOLO full send and hope you figure it all out.

With regards to next steps, at the moment you're a kid in a candy store wanting to sample everything, just be aware that you're going to have dud punts along the way, but it's all part of the process too. Again, you'll figure out what you like/don't like.

If you want to tick off K Queen and MILF in one go, K Jessie at Ginza might be the one for you. I've never booked her but everyone else on here who was also after these 2 things only had positive things to say about her.